I feel an urge to write you some thing this morning.
I am not sure what my soul wants to tell you
I guess my soul is looking for a reconnection to your soul.
Some how, I know your journey.
There is some thing awfully familiar about where you are
A certain "lost-and-founddeness" of it.
As if where you are is a place that I occupied not too long ago.
There is a certain freedom in being lost.
Without the expectation of being found.
When lost in you and dawning of you
That being found shall be done by you
You lost yourself and so you have to find yourself
A kind of an internal pilgrimage that is difficult to share
A kind of journey that may seem lonely, hurtful,
As if it is an act of betrayal by the universe and the angels
Why should I be surrounded by all this beauty
Physically embracing and being embraced by all these souls
And yet, I have to be on this pilgrimage alone?
"Father, why hast thou forsaken me"
But,
You understand that this bit of the journey is yours alone
You have to undertake by yourself
You have to go through this cave, this pain, this struggle, this realisation
You have to experience the loneliness, the insults, the jabs at your ribcage
You have to overcome your embarrassment,
You have to deal with vulnerability of nakedness
You have to come to terms with you
You have to surrender ultimately to YOU.
You utter "Thy will be done"
Complete surrender,
To your spirit,
To your soul.
Life takes on a whole meaning, a purpose
As celestial powers rebuild you brick by brick.
The warmth of the sun on your face comes as a surprise
Like you are newly born
The deliberate re-ignition of your kindred spirit
The re-kindling of life and love
It is the most beautiful time of the year for me
Remember,
"You can not look at the colour purple and not marvel at the greatness of God"
Remember to look
Remember to marvel
Remember to smell the flowers
Remember to breathe
In the end, it may be the only thing that will keep you alive
That, and hope that "this too shall pass"
I love you
I am still (t)here
I never left.
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